Staring at a flickering light,
for so long in my life
That's how I end up here,
and that's what I've come to fear
Those moments when I cant suppress
these feelings I cant express
I lose control

Concrete floors sink beneath my feet,
and padded cells are next for me
Stop sneaking pills in everything I eat
If that's what you want Ill fucking starve
I'm over everyone you want me to see,
They are not trying to help me,
They are just trying to numb me
So Ill be what you want me to be

Ill never be what you want me to be.
Why cant you see, you're not like me.
(Lonely, Scary, Extra Ordinary)

Someday you'll see what you did to me
Lock me up, and throw away the key